Monday, December 15, 2008

Between the lines

Just a quick update...
I have been extreamly busy in university so time tends to lack latelly.
Christmas time is here and I sure am happy to have a little time with my grandparents, my two cousins, their mom and my uncle.
Pedro (my cousin) and I are planning quite a celebration since it is close to the time my mom passed away. It will be difficult not having her around. It is difficult everyday but around holidays tends to get harder and harder. So the little 'celebreation's' porpose is to get our minds of that fact.
I hope everybody can cope this first year without her and be united!
For new years I'm going down to Vigloria, my friend Gaby's house in the south and spend some quality time partying and enjoying ourselves.

I have been messaging my friend Maya (from Virginia) back and forward and she asked me to promote a site for her little family business, so I've added it to the list of my favourite sites. Guys please check and promote because financial crisis reaches each and everyone of us. So lets give it some support.

As I said at the beggining this is just a little tiny update on things.
Whenever I have some time and feel inspired I'll probably write another entry on my journal.
So far this is all I have.

Have a nice Chritmas and a very happy New year!

Monday, December 1, 2008

Unacceptable...

I wanted to:
Try.
Believe.
Overcome.
Discover.
Deep inside I've tried to get the courage to, for once and for all, share feelings, words... Feelings that until now were a bit inarticulate with the world I've lived!
I feel like I'm not the same. I am outraged. Now, more than ever I miss her.
Unacceptable?
I'm here and I am alive, I do not know why or why not...
Unacceptable would be not even think about her a day.
I never thought I'd miss her this much. Honestly, only now I'm realizing what happened, and that is unacceptable!
But why try to repair what is inevitably hopeless?
To me, right now, life is a blue story...Blue like the sky and the sea!
It pours tears but tells stories from the sun of life when there was time to share, listen, learn and love, yet always being faithfull to who I am and how I think!